The Day is Today

I woke up in the morning feeling usual and ordinary - the usual feeling about waking up and dragging myself to work. But I managed to make myself looked well and as pretty as I could; because today is the day that I need to celebrate.

The most awaited day has finally arrived. I am feeling nervous about it. Until today, I don't see any reasons on why I should be regret about the decision that I have made. I am in fact, feeling more excited to become a new person in a new world.

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FEELING 1 - The Unexpected Things

I have my elder sister staying at my place since yesterday. We were somehow 'disconnected' for quite sometime, and then she popped up again. Things are better, and we get closer again. Everything started when I helped on taking care of her male cat while she was away to another state for a few days.

And I offered her to stay awhile, while her cat is already getting used to my place and his other friends.

For after quite sometime, we had a nice sisters chit-chat last night. The conversation was all about our personal lives, and problems.

To my surprise, she's offering me to stay at her place. Since her husband is now working permanently in Penang, they are thinking about finding a place there. However, they like their current place so much they hardly let it go. So the idea about having me stay at her place seems to be a good idea.

One of the mentioned problems that await me after I quit my job is this. Right after I tendered my resignation, the owner of my house informed that he's going to sell it. With not enough money and soon no permanent job, I need to shift to another place.

I had no idea how this would be solved. I keep on believing and have faith that He will help. The worrier I get, the more I tried to plant the belief and faith. I even tried to think of an unexpected way which God may send the helps through. I guess that is why it is called 'unexpected' because non of my assumptions hit the right button. My sister was never in the list of my expectations. I never thought that this huge help would come from her.

You have no idea on how grateful I am. I admitted to her that the feeling is as though one big rock is off my head ! It's unbelievable !

Including the opportunities given by my old friend which I mentioned in my previous entry, I know that I just need to give my heart to the fullest to God, and see how He helps !

FEELING 2 - Farewell

I had a chance to walk in colleagues' office during lunch time to say good bye.

I had it in my mind about writing an email to selected colleagues whom have been there with me all these years. So I just did, and I received overloaded of warm wishes.

I am surprised on how they look at me and remember me in ways I never thought of. I have always being me, sincere and genuine. I never thought I would be remembered this much as someone bubbly, helpful and always solve problems for others, and the list goes one.

I even received a call from a colleague, with a long expression on how helpful I was and how much she remembers me always.

It was just a simple good bye from me, and act of being grateful and thankful for their time, friendship, assistance, and guidance. But what I received in return is surprisingly not the things that I expected.

I am going to leave this place with a bright smile, knowing that I will be remembered and missed; just because I am being me; someone who genuinely and sincerely cares, and loves.

The more we love, the more we will be loved.

FEELING 3 - The Day of Celebration

It may create a misunderstanding when I said that it's the day to celebrate while I am leaving a company. It may sound arrogant; perhaps, I may sound that I can't leave to wait.

The fact is, I am celebrating the fact that I am BRAVE enough that to make a change. I am celebrating the effort of achieving my dreams.

Tomorrow is not only another day, but tomorrow is going to be A NEW DAY for me. A lot of aspects will be changed. That is what I am celebrating.

I believe that we need to celebrate every single good things in life, even just one tiny moment. This will only allow more of beautiful moments to come in our lives and we have more reasons to celebrate !